It seems like xanga is a place to unleash my negative emotional feelings.

I hate life right now. The decision of studying or working. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT ALRIGHT!?

So should life be about pursuing what we want to be or what we should be?

Right now my mum is giving me pressure on what i should be. It's so repressive that I'm breaking down.I know you want whats good for me and we don't have the money for me to risk making wrong choices for SIM but emotionally i am not ready for this. 

I don't know what i want. Or i should say, i know what i want but right now, i can't achieve it so wouldn't studying be a better choice?

Fuck life. 

Everytime i think about my future, i get real depressed.

What am i supposed to do after graduation??? For sure i'm not going into networking field. Continue schooling? My GPA is not high enough to enrol into any universities and there seemed to be no courses that catch my interest.

Right now, the plans are to work part time and pick up korean language and perhaps a specialist diploma in retail management. Otokajo?

Or if i'm lucky, get a job at a event planning company?

I'll just live life one day at a time...

The older i get, the worst my temper.

Am i taking people around me for granted? I don't like losing my temper but keeping the anger/pissed off emotion is getting harder. I used to be able to endure stuff like this pretty well and maintain a "poised" appearance but argh, sometimes i just don't give a damn. If i'm pissed, i show it, get defensive and sarcastic. My EQ level must be dropping drastically.

Otokajo?

My bed is messy, so what? It's my bed and who are you to poke your head into my room? Made it pretty clear to my mum that i don't give a damn about what that "auntie" next block says cos i'm the one staying in that room and i don't care if you find it messy. Kay-poh....

I need something to cheer me up.

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!

Love it. Characters are very interesting, storyline is refreshing, pretty unpredictable.

Currently obsessed with Hwang Tae Kyung and i can't help it. Jang Geun Suk is a great actor who i believe will make it big in the industry. Together with Park Shin Hye, it added tons of chemistry to this drama! As a singer, JGS has the right vocals for the soundtrack of You're beautiful. It has intensity yet softness. I can't stop listening to the OST! PSH has a sweet vocal! Very comfortable =D

Plot itself i like how Go Min Nyu's character managed to crack Hwang Tae Kyungs tough exterior! Shin Woo has a prince charming character. Always protecting her but in the end still doesn't get her heart, kinda like Yoon Ji Hoo... He displayed craftiness at the end but that was to make sure that he had no regrets by letting her go. At the last episode, it was him who helped TaeKyung find Min Nyu is the crowd of fans by switching the stage lights to the audience. Jeremy's character is CUTE!

I'm sleepy.... Don wanna continue...

I would watch this drama again! Hahahaha. Oh man... Now is a great time to have iTouch =( Pity....

GONNA GET THIS PIG-RABBIT!

New Moon

After the long wait, finally caught new moon on saturday. How can i describe my feeling? I melted when i saw Edward Cullen. Swooned. My heart ached when his face turned stone cold while Carlisle was stopping Bella's blood flow. He felt that he couldn't protect her =( Aish, sad. It was so hard for him to let go... During the fight with Felix, adrenalin was pumping furiously. When his face cracked, my breath stopped and the ending was pretty well done. "Marry Me."

The audience today were mostly teenagers. Noisy bunch. I couldn't believe there was a stir when Jacob appeared. I'm a die hard Team Edward and watching this with some bunch of Team Jacob really kills the mood. I've heard alot of, "What? It's the end?" when Edward proposed. Well what were they expecting!? It's a good end seriously. The CGI of the werewolves were amazing though it was not the werewolves i had in mind.

However, compared to Twilight, i feel that New Moon lacks in certain aspect. Perhaps eveything was done in a rush but at least the make-up department should pay some more details to the vampires. There was an obvious difference of skin tone color when Edward was topless and his eyes shouldn't be amber when he approached the volturies... Shouldn't it be black because he didn't hunt?

Oh well, waiting for Eclipse =D

More Twilight Saga action please!!!!!!!

Watching You're beautiful.

Strongly recommended.